May
1
My sister is gettin married today. Crazy. I’m happy though. I love the guy and I love his family. I don’t know. The past day has been odd. I can’t even describe the emotions I have. Maybe I’m just upset because I’m jelous. Everyone here is pure and undaultered. Makes me feel like a dirty washed up piece of garbage. Not only that, but Alot of the guys are really pious and I say I hate that, but Its really only because I want to be doing the same thing. Anyways. Lifes good I suppose. I really don’t know right now. Apologies for the rant.
